10 February 2018

Fear of Failure

I'm a senior in college, I'll be graduating in May, and I don't know how that's an actual sentence coming out of my mouth. It doesn't even feel like I won't be going back to school after this summer. All my life I've held on desperately to the idea of summer, and free time but then there is always that "going back to structure" feeling. I always go back to school at the end of August...not this year.

I have this fear of failure. I'm majoring in Communcation (with a film concentration), and minoring in Journalism. It feels like I can go into so many fields: television, movies, magazines, newspapers, newsrooms, communication office jobs...so many options! But then I consider how difficult it is to break into this industry.

02 January 2018

New Year Goals Are Not A Requirement

With a new year comes this idea that you need to create a list of super strict goals for yourself. We often hear "new year, new me" but that doesn't mean that you need to completely rid of your old habits.

20 December 2017

Where I've Been in 2016 & 2017

I don't have a particular reason as to why I stopped writing except, I lost interest. When you do something it should be because you really want to, because you feel it in your heart, and you truly enjoy it. I stopped feeling joy in creating content for my blog, I felt it was something I had to do rather than something I wanted to do. When I ended my blog I was in my second semester of Sophomore year at college. I was still adapting, learning, changing, and so was the world around me.

I've done a number of things over the course of the last 2 years that I never would have imagined to have done when I uploaded my last post.

I've left my part-time job, I interned for a musical production, I saw Harry Styles at Radio City Music Hall, and I've had a job interview for Teen Vogue. All things that took time, energy, and gave me knowledge and experience I never thought I would have.

01 January 2016

Hello, 2016!

This morning I woke with some serious pain, and a desire to continue sleeping, what do ya call that? New Years Day.
Yep, you did all that fun stuff last night/this morning, you ate a lot, you laughed a lot, you stayed up until 12 a.m. and are feeling it in the lack of energy you have.

I wish you the most amazing year of your life so far, & that 2016 holds magical surprises for all of us.

Here's what I was up to last night, New Year's Eve.